While on a recent lunch date with my bff and her sister, I stumbled into an interesting conversation that both surprised and enlightened me. This friend was telling us a funny old story that involved a boy whom was in love with her but wasn’t interested in dating her or in a relationship. It was not the humorous tale involving inebriation and vomiting that shocked me but rather the revelation that there is someone else out there who experienced this type of dater–or non-dater rather–The Amorous Commit-a-phobe. I know that seems like an oxymoron, but yet they do exist and I finally realize that perhaps my crazy dating life in which I feel so scattered and alone is not so uncommon after all. Continue reading
Hello all. I’m sure for those you who did read my blog regularly you were wondering where I’ve gone. Well a few big changes have happened in my life, the main one being that I got a new job. I no longer sit in a private office with enough spare time to work on my blog, I sit in a surprisingly nice cubicle surrounded by the execs and VPs…so I can’ t typically work on personal projects. However, as I miss writing in this daily I will try to find the time each day to at least do one post and keep Sexiquette going. After all, I do drive around with a Sexiquette sticker on my bumper so I can’t really let down all the new onlookers driven to the site by my promotions. Plus, I can’t let down my loyal fans. Continue reading
If I thought that you’d forgive me.
Jump off a rock quarry,
Plunge into the sea.
Sink beneath the surface,
Submerge deep within the water.
Feeling like I have no purpose,
Asking one love me is too tall an order. Continue reading
Waisting time and contesting life,
Letting you lead me to inner strife.
Best friend gone afar,
Turned your back on me.
Left me like a door ajar,
Trapped, yearning to be free.
Seeing glimmers of hope,
Shattered, slammed in my face.
How am I to cope,
When my positivity has been erased?
You used to be my person,
The one I turned to for advice.
Yet when my condition worsened,
You didn’t dare think twice. Continue reading